new year

its a new year and holy hell i cant wait to c wats in store for me. its very tru that so many ppl wait for a new year to change. i wont lie i do too. every year i pick something i want to change and do it. this year i choose to be real wit myself and ppl around me. when the hell did i stop being real? idk and really cant remember but i will once again. i want to filter out the jerks and losers from my life and clearly c who the hell my real friends are. and i want to draw away from ppl. i been letting myself get too comfortable wit others and becoming so vulnerable. its not for me. a new year is suppose to bring a new person or something like that, but this year im resurrecting the old me. cuz this person who i am now sux. i dont like her and she hasnt dont me n e thing good. so blessed be to this new year.