so for the first time ever im the one who wants a real relationship and all that good stuff and hes the bitch whos like being so gay. hes being so mean to me and for once im not pushing him away. like really i was trying so hard and it hurts. idont kno wat to do and its hurts so much.
i dont wanna hurt i dont wanna hurt
im sick of hurting like this
y is it him who has to hurt me
i love him and hes confussing me
i told me it wouldnt be like this and it was a lie
it was a fuckn lie
i dont know wat to believe any more
i want him to love me and he says he does
so y is he hurting me so much. i want to c him and hold him and make him myn forever
i guess its like really bad timing that we have
cuz really i dont knowat to do
i love him and he really doesnt kno how much i do
i love him forever.
